Crazy.Happy.Lonely.Confused. All at the same time.

2 days of pure drunkeness! 23 is going to be good to me. 

Best night of my birthday! Dragggg shooowww! This drag had Beyonce to a T. 

Best night of my birthday! Dragggg shooowww! This drag had Beyonce to a T. 

I was in charge of making the turkey, and I burnt it!! This is why I do not cook!! I blame my mom for putting me in charge of making the turkey. NEVER AGAIN! 
I ruined Easter dinner! 

I was in charge of making the turkey, and I burnt it!! This is why I do not cook!! 
I blame my mom for putting me in charge of making the turkey. NEVER AGAIN! 

I ruined Easter dinner! 






Ever wonder what would happen if your favorite Disney characters met on Tinder? It’s just as creepy as you’re thinking. I have no words for these.


#1 of Ariel tho. I can’t lmao!


hahaaha I’ll never look at Cinderella the same again.

Lmao these have taken it to another level.


Of course Cinderella is the Kinky one, these are so funny!!

Tinder brings out the kinky side in everyone ahaha


Not going to  lie Mulan’s was too funny. 

I have a weird love dinosaurs. Yeah I am little weird 

What I want out of life.

As I wrap up this semester turning in all of my missing work, hoping and praying that I pass these classes, and looking at what is ahead for me to come in the future. I am forced to sit down and write down what I want in my life. So here is a plan that I have thought about. It will be my list of where I see myself in a year, five years, and ten years. 

Where do I see myself in 1 year? 

In one year I see myself not taking antidepressants anymore. I see myself being extremely happy, with friends who love me and enjoy my company. I am attending UNF, passing all of my classes and maintaing a 3.0 gpa. I am in the education programs. I am in numerous clubs and having the time of my life. I am working for a job that respects me while making great money. I can pay my rent on time, and my roommates (who I am praying are all males) are my best friends. I hope to be dating a guy that loves and respects me. He surprises me and makes sure that i am taken care of. He does not abuse me, waste my time, or only date me for sex. He truly loves me and makes me smile. I get random flowers and trips to Disney. He loves me and treats me like a queen. In a year, I want to be at my happiest. 

Where do I see myself in 5 years? 

In five years, I see myself having graduated UNF and passed my education exams. I am working in the school system as a reading teacher. My jobs love me, my kids love me, and my parents are great. I hope to touch a child’s life teaching them how to read. I will own my own home. I will be engaged or still dating the man that I met in college with nothing changing or dying down. He still makes me happy. I hope in five years, I am traveling on my time off and making the best out of life. I never want to struggle to pay a bill. I hope to have adopted one child, and have no problem taking care of them while showing them the world. i hope to live my life to the fullest. I want to be working in my field doing what I love. In five years, I want to get teacher of the year. I want to be happy. 

Where do I see myself in 10 year? 

In ten years I will be 33. I will still be teaching reading in the school system while opening up my own tutoring services and a childcare. My childcare will be thriving and my staff will be wonderful. I will have one of the best daycares in the county. My tutoring services will be amazing. I will get children of all backgrounds and they will love me. I will have adopted one child. I will marry the amazing man that I met in college who til this day has not changed the way he loves me or care about me. I still get random flowers. When he is mad at me, he just tells me he loves me but I work his nerves. He loves every thing about me from  my craziness to my random crying. i will be happy. I will never have to worry about money and struggle the way my mother did. I will be back in church. My best friends from college will still be in my life. I will still be at my happiest.


It took me almost three years to get here. Getting my AA has been a struggle for me. I have failed many classes. I cried numerous times and wanted to give up. I swear I thought I would never see this day. I am pleased to say that I am starting with the next chapter of my life.  

My thoughts on Flirtng.

Why is flirting so hard.

I swear I cannot flirt to save my life. Since I am horrible at it that when I do it guys think that I am crazy weird.

Like the other day, I was trying to flirt with guy but came off the wrong way and now he is avoiding me at all cost. Gosh, I am such a weirdo. Why do I have to be so damn weird. All I want is a date and to get laid. Dammit. So now he thinks that I am extremely weird. Yeah, he thinks I am creepy weird.

See here is the crazy thing when I talk to guys as friends, I am my regular self. So how do I get this guy to think I am normal again?

I am not going out of my way to talk him. I guess, I will wait until he talks to me. I am not going to lie if he throws it my I will catch it with my mouth and my vag. okkkkaaayyy. But I guess I will just keep to myself and lay low until he thinks that I am not normal.

For some reason my imagination goes further than what is in reality. Reality is that this guy more than likely does not want me. But he seems cool to hang out with as a friend and I could more friends.

Why do I have to be so damn awkward. I wish I knew how to play it cool!!!


Hahaha this is awesome

I suck!!

So there is this guy. I do not know if I like him. But I could tell he thinks I’m weird because he is so avoiding me. Why do I have to be so awkward! I wish things came easy to me!